Franken Belly

 Figured I would  write you guys a quick little post bout how I'm doing. It's been a week and a half since I had to had surgery.

I was checked into the hospital two days before that because they found a giant growth in my stomach. 14cm at it's largest point to be exact which is scary to even think about. They removed the parts of it that hadn't attached its self to my organs. The rest was too risky to try and remove as it could have led to cutting into my organs due to the way it was attached to them. Soooo I am now left with half of this scary thing inside me.

I go to the doctors at the end of the month to see what the labs have come back to show it was. Depending on what it is I will most likely be on a course of treatments and pills to try and shrink what remains of it in the hopes that it will help to distance it's self from my organs at which point they will have to go back in and clean up what is left. That is if all goes as planned lol so wish me luck, it's gonna be a tough year for me.

I will start blogging at m usual rate once I feel a little more like myself again but for now here is Franken Belly in all it's current glory lol

(obviously it had to go right through my fucking tattoo lol)

Sick Little Bird

Alright since everyone on twitter has been asking I figured I'd explain whats up here. So in January 2009 I was in a lot of pain daily. It took a few months the diagnosed me, I had some procedures done and this all a few weeks before leaving for the states. We figured it was all taken care of.

Well as it turns out what I had diagnosed was just an underlying problem of something much worse. As I have been getting sicker and in more pain with each passing week. Since I clearly have pre existing conditions, I cannot be covered under my husbands retarded American health care plan. And the specialists and procedures I need to have done are all far to expensive to be paying out of pocket when I can just fly home to Canada and have it all done for free.

Sadly though this pushes our plans to move to Canada ahead way to fast. We have not saved as much as we would like to and I clearly won't be able to work in Canada and Nathan's paperwork is just in it's beginning stages for him to be able to work in Canada. So as heartbreaking as it is I am going to have to be apart form him for a few months. While he finishes out our lease here and ties up loose ends.

So no I am not getting divorced or deported. And yes I love my husband very much, but I won't be doing him much good 6 feet under. Health comes above all else. SO I'll be heading back to Canada withing the next month. Looks like I'm in for another lonely summer in the Okanagan. BLAH

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